Running from hysteria

A masters runner navigating endometrial cancer

  • Milestones and mild weather

    Two Fridays ago I unlocked a post-surgery milestone — I walked a 5k loop I’ve run many times before. I was surprised that I didn’t feel left out because I couldn’t join the evening runners who were out on the same route. Rather, I was enjoying the movement and that I wasn’t thinking about the effort. For a moment I could pretend that I’m not still waiting on my pathology results and my first post-op follow up…

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  • R words — Rest and recovery

    It was chilly when my alarm roused me at 7:00am. I hit the snooze button at least three times before I threw off the covers and parked myself in the shower. A latenight work call (hello timezone shifting) meant I was working on just four hours sleep, but I had a date to meet a friend in town before she and her family headed back home. The plan was to have breakfast together and then I’d answer…

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  • Building blocks for what’s next: Nutrition and healing

    It’s definitely a weird feeling to go from running 10-15 miles/week to having a restriction of no running for a minimum of 3-4 weeks. But that’s the reality of recovery from a robotic hysterectomy. I feel remarkably better than I expected, but I’m very conscious that my body has a major healing project underway. I am hungry – all the time – something I usually only associate with the significant mileage build leading up to a race.

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  • Race report: My 72 hours post-op

    I read that your body uses as much energy through surgery as it does during a marathon. True or not, that’s been a useful benchmark for the last couple of days since I arrived home late Thursday night.

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  • Ramblings after a Sunday long run

    Today is World Cancer Day. It’s also my long run day. As much as it was sunny outside, it was also cold, so I took my run to the gym instead of heading for the mountain.

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  • Tapering? For surgery?

    I was a little surprised when my phone showed that it was the hospital calling on Tuesday afternoon. My pre-surgery screening was already scheduled for Thursday, so maybe it was to move my appointment time? No, it was to confirm that my surgery will happen on Thursday, 8 February. Short taper.

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  • What the heck is cancer metabolism?

    Google the signs and symptoms of endometrial cancer, and you’ll discover ‘losing weight without trying’ in the top three or four. For me, it was one of the ways I knew something wasn’t right in my body.

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  • Who’s on first?

    When I hung up on the call with my gynecologist on that day, it took a while for the reality to settle and the news to feel real. And then it started. Figuring out who to tell, what to say, and in what order. There’s no one way that fits all scenarios, and no right way to tackle the words to use.

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  • It’s never just one thing.

    As tempting as it is to think your diagnosis will receive your undivided attention, we lead complex lives when it comes to our health. My invitation to participate in the provincially-sponsored mammogram screening program arrived while I was still navigating tests early in my diagnosis.

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  • The pre-op consult, and more waiting …

    On the day of my pre-op consult, I had to be at the hospital at 8:30 am. We’d gotten a decent amount of snow the day before, so I took an Uber instead of the bus. I didn’t want to be late and didn’t want to risk delays because the streets weren’t plowed yet.

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I’m a 60+ masters runner documenting my journey with endometrial cancer and now Cowden Syndrome.

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